Dont worry you're not alone and its completely normal. I am 5 weeks pregnant after loosing a bub 4months ago..i was ok at the start...i was over the moon, so happy...but then slowley but surely the fear has started to set in...the thoughts, the emotions...for me im petrified of the scans.......I have an appointment friday so i am hoping he can check my hormone levels......I dont have heaps of advise because like you im in the same boat trying to find some answers.....try and have people around you that understand and talk heaps on here..which always helps me...and im just praying that this time will be alright. Hope you're ok today